That is the way I feel today. Laying in my bed, listening to my old loved songs, while enjoying of a paradise.for anyone but me.
My friends, making a long time ago planned trip real; my girl, hundreds of kilometres away from me, unable to communicate with me.
Why is all this if not to be enjoyed with them?
All I get to think is that, at least, my family is here, but you know, we always miss what we have not with us...
Just a heartsick day.
